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Time is flying

2009-05-06T04:43:00.002+08:00

It's been a while in fact near to a year a part from my last post. Now when I m finally freed of army, I of felt that the real challenge is charging head on towords my direct. How should I brance this collision I have no idea also. Well the challeges nw is to face the future. Its dim. So I m lost. At the same time I know that there's Alot out there that I m unaware. As such an endless list of possibility. Cos of the darkest I hv stop my imagination from wondering. I wil lbe back soon to complete this entry

wordless

2007-07-22T18:52:00.000+08:00

hi.... its a long while since i had last wriiten smth here... all i can say cos recently i m really down...really upset..
life wasnt goin to be the same at least for appx 2 yrs... i hate to say this but seriously i felt torn apart... i wish i still can be myself once again.. but i cant do anything to better the situation... of cos, like many, i tot of running away... but the consequence will be far too much for me to handle.. its raining outside now.. as if its trying to encourage mi to cry... but of cos i know perfectly well enu it would nv help... please... i plead u to bring mi home...

least i must confess that this had made mi realise that home, family n frens matters to mi most...

book out!!!!!

2007-04-30T22:46:00.000+08:00

i m finally out!!! but b4 u know.. i will be goin back again... haven enjoy much.. but tit ok i will be back soon.. cya

army n gift!

2007-04-09T03:15:00.000+08:00

ahaha.. this shall be my last entry i guess... least not for another 2 or 3 weeks... anyway... goin to army in another few hrs..hahaha... hmmm.. not veri scard.. just felt like goin for an extra long camp only.... goin to miss my sis 21st bday.. quite sad lah... but its ok.. i had made her a present in adv.. but she doesnt seems to like it.. hahha cos its a piece of shit.. haha.. guess i cant blame her for appreciating my gife lah... ahah c all of u soon!

bored...

2007-04-06T03:37:00.000+08:00

hi hi... so sian.. so today just show u some things that really interest mi.. its iMac.. its quite amazing actually here is a webbie created using its software iWeb ( http://qhouteck.infinites.net).. btw.. it seems like the word "infinites" doesnt like mi all.. i almost always encounter prob spelling it.. LOL so ps..so dun get it wrong either...! and yeah this is how my desktop looks..

enlightenment: JM is the best!!! we love u!!

2007-04-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

A conv on the 4th apr 2007, mi at home, yh n jd at work... 4.30pm ... enjoy!!

<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:21:23 PM)
ooooooo
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:21:24 PM)
haha
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:21:25 PM)
sorry
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:21:30 PM)
just came back from toilet
ジュンダ says: (4:22:00 PM)
shit arh?
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:22:04 PM)
wet to shit?
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:08 PM)
.............
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:13 PM)
gays indeed
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:14 PM)
no
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:16 PM)
urine only
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:24 PM)
happy?
ジュンダ says: (4:22:26 PM)
so u are pissed?
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:45 PM)
HAHHAHA
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:47 PM)
yeah
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:22:47 PM)
cannot be so long de mah
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:51 PM)
so what *yaya face*
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:22:55 PM)
so change pad izzt
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:59 PM)
oh.. i went to buy coke to drink also
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:00 PM)
HAHAHAHAA
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:05 PM)
LJ face
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:10 PM)
change pad will tell you de
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:14 PM)
cb face
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:22 PM)
cb ass
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:41 PM)
*jm face*
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:43 PM)
lj ass

*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:43 PM)
ahahha
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:47 PM)
i won lah
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:48 PM)
whoa
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:50 PM)
you win
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:52 PM)
lol!!!!
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:53 PM)
lol!!!!
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:58 PM)
OMG
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:00 PM)
ahahahahahha
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:09 PM)
omg
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:15 PM)
this is damn funny
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:17 PM)
i post hoor
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:22 PM)
f la.. i keep laughing sia
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:22 PM)
on my blog
ジュンダ says: (4:24:28 PM)
hahaha
ジュンダ says: (4:24:29 PM)
go on
ジュンダ says: (4:24:29 PM)
hahah
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:34 PM)
i also
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:36 PM)
aahaha
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:39 PM)
so funny
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:41 PM)
omg
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:49 PM)
i dont wanna get killed by jm...

in conclusion next time act jm *face*.. will be better than *cb face*, *lj face* ... etc .. lol

yh?! whahaha laughing to herself again

2007-04-03T03:26:00.000+08:00

this conv haooens on 8th jan 2007... enjoy

<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:14:56 PM)
ht!!!
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:15:01 PM)
whoa
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:15:01 PM)
i almost died
qht<<>> says: (5:15:35 PM)
y??
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:15:48 PM)
doing one piece of shit
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:16:02 PM)
i spent an hour doing finding out where is that stupid error..
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:16:17 PM)
i told you b4 right...
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:16:38 PM)
you gotta go back to find out where you made that 1 mistake..
qht<<>> says: (5:16:53 PM)
omg
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:16:54 PM)
after you have typed abt over 50 records..
qht<<>> says: (5:16:56 PM)
u lah
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:01 PM)
damn ass la
qht<<>> says: (5:17:02 PM)
so careless
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:06 PM)
i wanna cry le
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:11 PM)
shut up la
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:15 PM)
you shld an wei me lo
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:18 PM)
hur...
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:22 PM)
quick
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:25 PM)
an wei me
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:27 PM)
lol
qht<<>> says: (5:17:46 PM)
obi
qht<<>> says: (5:17:48 PM)
lol
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:18:02 PM)
HAHAHAHHA
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:18:09 PM)
whoa
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:18:15 PM)
luckily here no one
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:18:26 PM)
else they will think i siao
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:19:12 PM)
laughing at the computer...

mad!

2007-04-02T04:21:00.000+08:00
this few days were bad... cos in hurry for NS preparation... ytd @ 6am... i went for a run.. then just now at 7pm i went for a swim... was aching all over at 1st but now ok le.. after we had dinner.. we went to look for our fren.. she works at some cafe..

when we reach there she was abt to close shop le.. and was abt to throw all those unwanted food away... we ask for those fr her since they r goin to waste them anyway... she even offered us a cup of syrup using their disposible cups..n this is where cause of the drama lies..

we were standing beside the stall when her manager came to check out the progress.. he saw us and said

" brother sisters, relative, friends... did you pay for the drinks?!"

of cos we replied yes! but she was too honest n ending up admiting those r FOC..

"I dun want to c u all here.. get of here now!!"

of cos we did as demanded.. but come on those r what u r goin to throw away and least shows us some respect as customers! you are still in your companies uniform anyway.. i felt so disgusted with such service attitude... btw.. if u arent aware.. it really reflects so badly on ur title as a manager...

we hid in a corner.. trying to watch the situation... and here comes all the drama.. he started kicking the tables and chairs... and shouted ".... FUCKING...." btw my fren is a girl.. she could actually sue( sexual harassment) you for using such word!

secondly he said things like " each cups costs 50 cents, how do u think shld i ans to the management?!"
anyway this was the 1st time she was caught for smth like this.. she apologised.. but its useless... HE WAS SHOUTING THUR THE WHOLE SHOPPING MALL.. " got 1st time = subsequent times!!" he shouted..

wth man.. its not as if she is stealing.. its not that serious at all lah.. does this give him so much right to scold her like this? NO LOR.. she dun deserve so much of lecturing... least this is the 1st time.. warning is enu right.. also had always been veri hard workin.. serve ur branch cafe like servant .. always fill in for ur branch of there is no one to help... least consider this point and THINK b4 u shout right..?

in conclusion though i must say we shld not had taken her drink or FOC food items.. but we as customers ( potential ) or as a member of the public dun kind of service attitude from a MANAGER reasonable.. also..u are just one straight forward manager that dun see the consequence of shouting in a public shoppin mall ie damage to company image.. you cant weight things and factor fairly and act on impluse.. lastly i dun find helping them to prevent food wastage is some kind of mistake or sin!

A conv on 3rd september 2005

2007-03-31T02:02:00.000+08:00
Enjoy

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c
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c my pic
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angel
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tjingm says:
haha
tjingm says:
\heaven shit
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u then heaven s
tjingm says:
u pig
tjingm says:
lol
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u then
tjingm says:
haha\
tjingm says:
i so pretty
tjingm says:
lol
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dots dots
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don play le la
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hou tec
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or hong
tjingm says:
oig
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or whoever
tjingm says:
junde here
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izzit
tjingm says:
yeah
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
Oooo
tjingm says:
u noe wat
tjingm says:
i had alway be in love with ur
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wad
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wah
tjingm says:
fats
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thanXx ah
tjingm says:
hahaha
tjingm says:
lol
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thanXx arh
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
not funny
tjingm says:
watever!
tjingm says:
u like me anot then??????
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
lalala~
tjingm says:
i jus wanna know
tjingm says:
to confirim
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
haha
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
its for me to noe
tjingm says:
i wun tell jm yh or ht one
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
for u to find out
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:

tjingm says:
huh...tell me lar....i jus wannna noe ur feelings
tjingm says:
jus wanna confirm loh
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tjingm says:
how abt u...
tjingm says:
u wanna noe how i feel abt u
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
hahahahaha
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tjingm says:
why are u so excited??

tjingm says:
i jus wanna noe leh
tjingm says:
jus say lar...
tjingm says:
honey
tjingm says:
baked ham.....
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tjingm says:
lol
tjingm says:
y that face
tjingm says:
i really wannna noe
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
haha
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i told u
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
for me to noe
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for u too find out
tjingm says:
say la say la say la
tjingm says:
honey
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honey shIt
tjingm says:
baked ham...
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nice to
tjingm says:
i tell you my feelings leh...
tjingm says:
i like to eat honey baked ham
tjingm says:
so i asked you if you want to let me eat
tjingm says:
let me bite
tjingm says:
lol
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
dots dots
tjingm says:
you know what i mean...
tjingm says:
the cold storage at kovan there not bad
tjingm says:
got sell nice honey baked ham
tjingm says:
u want also?
tjingm says:
can go compete with them
tjingm says:
hahaha
tjingm says:
jk
tjingm says:
to tell u the truth.. i like you.....honey
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not funny
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oie
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u lie honey bae ham
tjingm says:
baked ham.... again
tjingm says:
so how ... want to give mi a bit
tjingm says:
jus say lah honey.......
™«.. ƒéÅr.łïé§.ïn.†he.e¥e§.õf.†he.béhõlðér..»™ sky not as being the limit, but more like a ..guideline says:
tmr i go cold storage buy
tjingm says:
noooo
tjingm says:
i jus want u
tjingm says:
my only honey bake ham
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yar yar

Ns...? oh no !! (part 2)

2007-03-21T05:28:00.000+08:00
yo yo.. its mi once again... the nth better to do prof slacker.. haiz.. how how.. NS is drawing near.. just another 2 n a half weeks...i m thinking of what shld i do when i got in..

concern 1: HP.... no charging allowed ... brng spare batt.. currently i dun even have a non- carmera phone... still have to find extra batt... sian....!!

concern 2: CULTURAL SHOCK... without saying... will kana de... i only tot of bringing a small booklet to jot down the 1st 2 weeks of life in camp.. lol maybe dun even think have the energy to hold pen lor.. sian!!

concern 3: FAMILY... no family for 1st 19 days! ok lah.. think can take that... heee hee ... but also sian...!!!

concern 4: UNPREPARED.. shity.. the list of thingd need for army haven buy yet... tt one not really a prob lah// more importantly is mentally and physically!!! need to go for more swimming.. sian...!!!

friend...

2007-03-21T05:15:00.000+08:00
hey hey... today had a wonderful meeting with a secondary school old fren... we were actually having discussion about one anothers life soon after we get to settle down in MOS ( its burger not club )... one of the topic that i would like to highlight is abt bgf relationship... both of us think alike that sometimes it better to be friends than a couple... cos we tend to pick less and take things ezier when we are friends than couple.... i think i heard of this saying b4.. "sometimes its better to be friends if you really like tt person, least we can still get to c one another tml"

haiz... those crappy buddies of mine keep thinking that i m having a you hui with her.. nth to say -___-
YH's mum even sms mi saying what son-in-law u r goin to receive my lawer's letter.. LOL... funny lah hor.. ok if you happen to be one of them.. stop laughing!! i know u r.. ahahaha.. only i can laugh n yh's mum... so lame dots dots dots.. haha

never the less i felt happy to c old friends f mine.. really miss those good old days back at lowland road.. i was thinking of goin back there one fine day to take pics.. interested? haha info mi if you are...

NS...? oh no !!

2007-03-17T06:08:00.001+08:00
So much for jc... now lets tok abt the future bah...i m so happy!! entering army soon whahaha.. siao right... heee no lah... not that happy either .. 9th of april....i guess it will be a period when i will rot.. n suffer frm brain dead.. i think... finally decided le.. i will BLOG!!! whahaha.. cannot let my english communicative skill just die lidat...now for me i just sense and can only forsee a stage of drastic changes and a time of million uncertainty... hope for a better tml :P

funny?

2007-03-17T05:10:00.001+08:00
now i m trying to reconstruct what i had written earlier.. now i rmb the reason y i seldom blog... cos it always happened to mi!! crash n the whole text disappears without a single trace!!! so irritated...

i suddenly notice this trend... i blog on a yearly basis.. haha... the veri last blog is some time like feb ... and now is already the year of pig( hyue jin) hhaaha please pig... if u c this dun do ur pig face.. ahhaaha ... and mms to mi... hha if not kelvin will not happy with mi.. hahaha... anyway i dun even think that there is the slightest possibility that u might be looking at my blog.. nv update for so lonbg le... kk now i shall start with a quick summary of what had happened the past year...

Finally the A'lvls is over...tough yeah.. but really felt rewarding that i had survived it... but i must say that the 2 years back in mjc is not that bad as some might think... memorable... yeah ok lor... rmb the teachers... the frens ... the environment and the culture... only regreted that i didnt get to enjoy a more wholesome jc life... to be honest.. i was quite lonely in 05s221... maybe is the stressful class culture lor... everyone racing to do well... i felt left out.. cos there isnt a real buddy kind of fren in that class... most of the time.. i had no one to share my tots with.. haha... but its ok...think least i had frens in other class that i consider buddy his initial is WTP.. ahha quite ez to guess lah... next is my cca... really felt that if it had been a sport cca.. i would had enjoy it much more.. n would had added more colours to my jc life...but time in jc really flys!! before u know u r already sitting for A'lvls... at the end of the process u will only feel numbness..... the most memorable period in my jc life is perhaps the period in preparation for the final battle in A'lvls bah... If Jc were to be judged in terms of taste.. it would have been an even mixture of sweetness bitter sour and spicy... but i somehow find this to be quite huai wei...all have to thanks MJC and ms lai.. i really love them.. hey.. dun think dirty ... as in love them for their presence... lol.. to put the JC experience in a simple picture is quite ez... its just similar to the feeling and action of riding a roller coaster.. its lasting but short... its stressful but fun.. its overwhelming but enjoyable... all i can say is i will always be proud representing myself as a meridian...

02.03.2007.. the day which announces our future... got a 3A's hhaha happy? Ok lor.. cos GP got D7.. heee hee... guess i was born lacking the ability to excel in english... have to admit english was my worst performing sub even since the 1st day i was born!!! ahaha... what can i do... also have no control or choice with the results.. just take it as a joke or plank destiny played on me lor... whahhaa... now only worried if i can make my way into uni and my choice of engineering course... aiming for chem engin n looking at material sci n engin as my fall back... buddha blessed me.. heee

fred up....

2007-03-17T05:07:00.000+08:00
i so shityly fred up lah.. i just did an entry that is like a 1000 words or more long!!! when i click on spelling check .. it jus wipe out everything with an ERROR!!!!!!!

haha

2006-02-27T00:49:00.000+08:00
now veri sian... studying for physics n orgain chem...
so sad... k lah gtg.... need to rush...lol

cya

A game of sudoku...

2006-02-25T23:02:00.000+08:00
what do you see life as??

for mi ... only recently i found out that my life is as good as a game .. a game of sudoku....

for the past 7 yrs.. life has simply been thrown into the dustbin. If i had did well for my psle... if i had aced my O' lvl life in JC now, at least i think, would be heading towards the shining star of tomorrow...

seriously i am very confused....

why SUDOKU??

i felt that my life isas good as one cos i had already taken the wrong path n not realising it untill recent... whenever u do sudoku... and happened to make a mistake in filling just one of the boxes... u will not realise it till u saw something had gone awfully wrong... by then it would had been too late to rectify the wrong moves since most probably the wrongly filled boxes would have been long forgotten... for most of you.. scraping and redoing it would be the best solution... cos frustration might had already deter u from takin a second look at it....

sometimes i simply hoped that life can start all over again... go back in time n do what is necessary... get good results for my psle and get into a good secondary school...get good results for O's and get into a good JC... i might had continued with 4 sub.. i might have not given up on s paper

i had even had dreams abt it.. that i was another person i had a younger sis.. we were standing outside of our house... n seems like we had did something wrong n thats y my ' mum ' wouldnt allow us in... though it seems to be like a lousy dream... i kind of enjoy to be 'him'

pls leave mi out of this game of sudoku...

Tears?

2006-02-15T22:37:00.000+08:00
what is the meaning to life... recently i came across my long-Stagnant blog... i stumbled over it when i was looking at hui yis blog...

i was feellin quite down ever since the official end of CNY on the 13th of feb 2006.. i had quite a lousy New Year... CNY is my favourite festival of all... always hoping to have a ever memorable one ... since young i had always treated these special days as the peak of the year...(its some kind of motivation for mi to look forward to the start of a new year)

but it seems like CNY of year 2006 was one that was way off my ideals.. similar to last year, i did my yearly routined spring cleaning... however it overshot the timelimit...what i meant is that i was still doin all the cleaning up even after 12am.. it was really really sad to start a new year with the vacuum cleaner still on ur hands and old clothes still on (pathetic) ... sheer enjoyment for such an joyous occasion was obvious out of the question.

what is the problem u may be askin.. there is nothing wrong to start a new year like that.. for some might say

Tests after exams ... exmas after SPA... SPA after tutorials... tutorials after test... and this vicious cycle is seemingly never ending = PRESSURE of JC education
PAP kindergarden... Montfort junior... Hougang seconday.. Meridian Jc....National service.. University.. work = PRESSURE of growing up and expectations of becoming an adult
it may seem like a joke to you ... but seriouly.. i had much more expectations for this year's CNY since its likely that my next CNY will be spend in the army camp... i wanted to have one last 'childish' CNY n thats ALL.. but it didnt turn out to be that way.. futhermore.. my ah gong just passed away last yr.. so they decided not to meet up anymore at my aunty's hus... i was asking some my cousins n they agree too.. as you grew up.. feelings for Cny become dimmer after each yr.. rmb the days when i came bk from kindergarden after CNYeve celebration.. i was jumpin with all my might up n down on my mums matterss.. i was feeling so happy back then.. where had all theses feelings gone.. i hate to c changes sometimes.. i hate to grow up sometimes too

can you see what i am experiencing?...

2 yrs down the road i m no long be a child anymore.. maybe i m not mature enu... u may say being an adult gives u many other more privileges.. but the main concern is... what will my aim be once i left the world of mugging.. also.. i still dun felt like stepping out of the shelter of my mums wing
i c no meaning in life 2 yrs down the road.. maybe its a yet... i also felt like a computer under programming.. n its expected to be put into service in nov 2006.. its almost like a rat race... cos everyone wants their computer to perform the best .. that is y the computer has to be on for 24hrs a day 7 a week... exhaustions

hollow n empty is my heart now.. can anyone tell mi?? pls ignite my heart once again with what i searching for..
dun worry if u r some1 who knows mi well n happened to read this.. i m just feelin a little bit down..
11.30pm

D day

2005-06-01T01:03:00.000+08:00
Its funny indeed. The day before, I was having some very vocabulary moment - GP Examinations!!! Yes my first ever GP paper. Heard of these words?

unprecedent
myopic
upheaval
overhaul
contemporary
perspective
reap ample

OK Ok i think its enough.... haha isnt it irritating... nevermind its ok i had who had gotten a C6 for english can master this words and so do you... life at this point is like an adventure...i felt i have learnt a lot.. seriously... i had grow too... oh ya and the passage is also about blogging...

Even after the very stressed up paper we cant go home... nothing bad had happened but in fact its something i call MAdness!!! its fun i meant... Our school had 'learning journey' after the exam... walk and we walk and finally its time for movie: Star War Episode III !!! sorry for the fan out there but i am just trying to be honest... i dun really like it... heee... course i dont understand the story... or rather the conclusion of the everpopular science fiction...

Now, here comes the more interesting occurrence for the day... weslie, tao yat, alvin, hui yi, ke ru, ting hui,cherly, wileen and mi are the only united ones from 05S221.. sadly:(... we went out for dinner together at this restuarant by the name bugis cafe in the bugis street... all of us had pasta and finally we end the day with a neoprint section!!!

FUN would be the most appropriate adjective to descride that outing
i will always remember it

lame!!!

2005-05-22T05:01:00.000+08:00
Hi Hi ... this is the second time i am writing this sort of nonsensical writing ... Jus joking .. actually its qite nice to BLOG... after reading someone elses blog... i had this sudden urge to start my own BLOG...

Its only when i try to create a new account, and the system said 'this user name is not avaliable', did i recall that i had once created one!!! And indeed i Had...

lame right... HA HA HA!!!

hello

2004-10-28T17:18:00.000+08:00

jus tryin out