Time is flying

It's been a while in fact near to a year a part from my last post. Now when I m finally freed of army, I of felt that the real challenge is charging head on towords my direct. How should I brance this collision I have no idea also. Well the challeges nw is to face the future. Its dim. So I m lost. At the same time I know that there's Alot out there that I m unaware. As such an endless list of possibility. Cos of the darkest I hv stop my imagination from wondering. I wil lbe back soon to complete this entry

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hi.... its a long while since i had last wriiten smth here... all i can say cos recently i m really down...really upset..
life wasnt goin to be the same at least for appx 2 yrs... i hate to say this but seriously i felt torn apart... i wish i still can be myself once again.. but i cant do anything to better the situation... of cos, like many, i tot of running away... but the consequence will be far too much for me to handle.. its raining outside now.. as if its trying to encourage mi to cry... but of cos i know perfectly well enu it would nv help... please... i plead u to bring mi home...

least i must confess that this had made mi realise that home, family n frens matters to mi most...

book out!!!!!

i m finally out!!! but b4 u know.. i will be goin back again... haven enjoy much.. but tit ok i will be back soon.. cya

army n gift!

ahaha.. this shall be my last entry i guess... least not for another 2 or 3 weeks... anyway... goin to army in another few hrs..hahaha... hmmm.. not veri scard.. just felt like goin for an extra long camp only.... goin to miss my sis 21st bday.. quite sad lah... but its ok.. i had made her a present in adv.. but she doesnt seems to like it.. hahha cos its a piece of shit.. haha.. guess i cant blame her for appreciating my gife lah... ahah c all of u soon!

bored...

hi hi... so sian.. so today just show u some things that really interest mi.. its iMac.. its quite amazing actually here is a webbie created using its software iWeb ( http://qhouteck.infinites.net).. btw.. it seems like the word "infinites" doesnt like mi all.. i almost always encounter prob spelling it.. LOL so ps..so dun get it wrong either...! and yeah this is how my desktop looks..

enlightenment: JM is the best!!! we love u!!

A conv on the 4th apr 2007, mi at home, yh n jd at work... 4.30pm ... enjoy!!


<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:21:23 PM)
ooooooo
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:21:24 PM)
haha
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:21:25 PM)
sorry
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:21:30 PM)
just came back from toilet
ジュンダ says: (4:22:00 PM)
shit arh?
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:22:04 PM)
wet to shit?
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:08 PM)
.............
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:13 PM)
gays indeed
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:14 PM)
no
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:16 PM)
urine only
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:24 PM)
happy?
ジュンダ says: (4:22:26 PM)
so u are pissed?
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:45 PM)
HAHHAHA
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:47 PM)
yeah
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:22:47 PM)
cannot be so long de mah
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:51 PM)
so what *yaya face*
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:22:55 PM)
so change pad izzt
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:22:59 PM)
oh.. i went to buy coke to drink also
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:00 PM)
HAHAHAHAA
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:05 PM)
LJ face
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:10 PM)
change pad will tell you de
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:14 PM)
cb face
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:22 PM)
cb ass
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:41 PM)
*jm face*
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:43 PM)
lj ass

*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:43 PM)
ahahha
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:47 PM)
i won lah
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:48 PM)
whoa
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:50 PM)
you win
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:23:52 PM)
lol!!!!
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:53 PM)
lol!!!!
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:23:58 PM)
OMG
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:00 PM)
ahahahahahha
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:09 PM)
omg
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:15 PM)
this is damn funny
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:17 PM)
i post hoor
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:22 PM)
f la.. i keep laughing sia
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:22 PM)
on my blog
ジュンダ says: (4:24:28 PM)
hahaha
ジュンダ says: (4:24:29 PM)
go on
ジュンダ says: (4:24:29 PM)
hahah
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:34 PM)
i also
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:36 PM)
aahaha
*wwf Q-4 more days says: (4:24:39 PM)
so funny
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:41 PM)
omg
<<*~hOnGz~*>> bcoz of me...║很想你║ says: (4:24:49 PM)
i dont wanna get killed by jm...



in conclusion next time act jm *face*.. will be better than *cb face*, *lj face* ... etc .. lol

yh?! whahaha laughing to herself again

this conv haooens on 8th jan 2007... enjoy



<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:14:56 PM)
ht!!!
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:15:01 PM)
whoa
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:15:01 PM)
i almost died
qht<<>> says: (5:15:35 PM)
y??
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:15:48 PM)
doing one piece of shit
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:16:02 PM)
i spent an hour doing finding out where is that stupid error..
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:16:17 PM)
i told you b4 right...
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:16:38 PM)
you gotta go back to find out where you made that 1 mistake..
qht<<>> says: (5:16:53 PM)
omg
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:16:54 PM)
after you have typed abt over 50 records..
qht<<>> says: (5:16:56 PM)
u lah
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:01 PM)
damn ass la
qht<<>> says: (5:17:02 PM)
so careless
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:06 PM)
i wanna cry le
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:11 PM)
shut up la
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:15 PM)
you shld an wei me lo
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:18 PM)
hur...
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:22 PM)
quick
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:25 PM)
an wei me
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:17:27 PM)
lol
qht<<>> says: (5:17:46 PM)
obi
qht<<>> says: (5:17:48 PM)
lol
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:18:02 PM)
HAHAHAHHA
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:18:09 PM)
whoa
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:18:15 PM)
luckily here no one
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:18:26 PM)
else they will think i siao
<<*~hOnGz~*>> hAiz.. i will just let nature take its course... ║很想你║ says: (5:19:12 PM)
laughing at the computer...